I love you Mom. Rest in blissful peace.

SUSAN CAROL HILDEBRAND, 58 Susan Hildebrand of Tacoma, Washington departed this world for better place on December 16,2007. Born on August 2, 1949 to Lorraine Barker Hildebrand and the late James A. Hildebrand. Susan is survived by her mother of Gig Harbor, her devoted daughter Tara Powell and loving grandson Adam Powell of Tacoma. Also she is survived by her sisters Pamela Oquist of Gig Harbor and Janet Hildebrand-Hassouneh of Abu Dhabi (UAE). In addition she leaves behind two brothers, Mark and David Hildebrand of Puyallup. Susan was a valued member of Guadalupe House in Tacoma and will be missed by those left behind. She respected and loved all people and God's animals especially cats. She had a wonderful sense of humor and enjoyed tender moments with her grandson. A graveside service celebrating her life will be held Monday, January 7, 2008 at 11:30am at Mountain View Memorial Park. The Reverend Father William Bichsel will officiate services. Out of respect for Susan's love of people and animals, the family requests, in lieu of flowers, that memorials be made to: The Guadalupe House in Tacoma, The Humane Society or The American Diabetes Association.

Updates and a favor to ask you good folk.

Lovely day ladies and gentleman,

First of all, thank you all who have written asking about my website and updates. I thank you for your patience during my hiatus. The updates for December should be up and running within the next few days.Again, my site would not be what it is without your views, comments and opinions.

Second, I wish to ask those of you who can spare a few minutes to help endulge me on a pet project that I have. A Detroit news station is offering up Hannah Montana tickets to a few select children via a voting system.Now all of the children applying are worthy contestants. There is one that stands out from the crowd...Ali McManus. This little girl has cancer and this may be her last opportunity to enjoy her idol. I implore you all to take a few minutes of your valuable time to vote ( or vote many times) for this child. You just may be the key to offering a bandaid of support for this child and her ordeal.

http://www.clickondetroit.com/news/14380740/detail.html

Thank you all for reading, your patience and your support.

Warmest Regards,

~breath{MS}~ aka ~hoovsies~

I invite you to play....

Updates arriving.

Hello everyone,
The updates for October should be on my website within the next few days. Again, I appreciate your patience.It has been an incredibly hectic few weeks and I am slowly getting back on track. I thank you all for your continued support, emails and visitations.

Have a wonderful day.

~breath{MS}~

Living D/s and the chaos of distance

Lovely day everyone,

I am answering a few emails I have received asking me how Seeker and I manage a real time relationship in the face of his traveling for business.In short the answer is this: love, devotion, trust and sincereity.

A slightly more detailed answer: We do not let the distance interfere with us anymore than it has to. True, Seeker travels constantly due to his career. You could say that he spends a little over half of his time here in Washington with me and the rest, on business. We both know that this traveling of his is for the short term and will not last forever.Keeping that knowledge in mind, we both see the future as bright and fufilling.

You have asked me if either of us is married or otherwise in another relationship, to explain the "traveling". Absolutely not the case. Seeker and I are mature adults and due to that fact, we researched each other extensively in our beginning months. You have to be safe online, period.Both of us have a great deal to lose in our personal lives...far too much to risk to not search each other out completely.I hope this answers your question concerning this.

How we survive? Easily. We know that we will hurt when we are separated.So we plan for these times. We encourage each other to hold on, to stay strong. We let the other know they are loved and never truly alone.The distance may seem a hinderance for many couples and ultimately lead to that relationships destruction.We prepare for the temporary loneliness and compensate for it. I still serve him no matter if he is right in front of me or over the phone and in emails. He is still my dominant whether he is in our bed or on the road.Besides, we both know we are meant to be for each other and are both equally stubborn enough to stand the test of time and life's trials.We have faith in our love and trust in our stability as individuals and as a couple.There has been no person who could tear us apart so why should we allow some temporary distance to do it?

So do we have a strong D/s foundation? Absolutely.Do we have kink in our lives? Definently.Do we have a deep friendship and companionship? Yes. We have the same values, morals and ideals.What Seeker and I share cannot be found easily and we both waited a lifetime for each other.

Can we survive the distance? Always. The dream has come true for us. Our puzzles are now complete.The distance will be but a memory and the future is our reward.